Different Worlds
I'm in this constant war between who I want to be in this world and who this world wants me to be. I didn't design the structure of it. I didn't define ITs enemies. But it is daily trying to define MY enemies. I want to be limitless. But it is daily trying to set my limits. I want to be free. But it is constantly trying to tell me that freedom is nothing but a mirage. It's constantly telling itself that anybody who desires freedom just wants to live a licentious life. To the force that I am trying to be, it is a resistance. I must muster up the energy to rise above it. It's funny after all the philosophy and everything, somehow, we still find ourselves coming up short. It's like no matter how hard we try to master the beasts ahead of us, there's always a stronger one in our midst. Nietzsche once said that when you want to fight monsters, don't become a monster yourself. I used to think the monsters were merely all in my head after deconstruction fro...